January 2010
“Why does it ALWAYS have to rain right after I take my shower?”
Moments :D
I videochatted with him today.Yeah,a few hours ago.He was at our friend’s house so I got lucky and got to see him.Although he only showed his face for two seconds,cause he stopped our video,so we just talked,like talk talk.As in voicechat?Or whatever it’s called.I videochatted with my friend for two hours.I voicechatted with him for about an hour cause he spent the one hour playing...
You.Do.Not.Know.How.Much.I.Want.To.Strangle.Him.With.My.Own.Bare.Hands.
Urgh god I am so pissed off that I almost want to strangle myself too.He makes me feel stupid,dumb,not smart,everything.I don’t know but I think he likes making me suffer.I think he likes being an asshole to me just to make me feel miserable.I am freaking out about what to do and I’ll probably fall asleep in 30...
My brother and I just got back from Mickey Dee’s.I went there to try out the new ‘Prosperity Burger’ but it disappointed me because it wasn’t all that good like it seemed in the advertisements.I prefer Spicy McChicken Deluxe better but that’s just me.The Ice cream sundae never failed to satisfy me.They have the best ice cream in history.Like duhh.The restaurant was so...
“Oh Blue Sands,will I ever get to marry my handsome friend?”
– Yuna
School was okay.Not too much homework.I can live.
Friends were awesome.We didn’t talk much today because teachers were being annoying.But whatever.I’ll see them tomorrow again.Can you believe there’s school tomorrow?On.A.SATURDAY!Pfft.
He was cute today.IMO anyways.Everyone thought he looked as usual.I am beginning to love our not-so-late-night texting.Makes me go to sleep...
Am I sick of writing about my feelings of him?Am I losing my happiness because of him?Am I wasting my time waiting for him?Am I ever going to give up?Am I being totally obsessive by filling my tumblr with posts of him?Am I creeping him out by texting him every single day?Am I listening to sappy love songs by artists that I don’t like because of him?Am I acting like a weirdo because of him?Am...
I don’t even like Taylor Swift,then why am I practically addicted to her songs?Cause the lyrics makes me go and say “Ohmygod.I feel the same way about him” :)
18th January 2010
Today is my sister’s birthday!Yay.She turns twenty eight today.Getting a bit older huh sis?:) Thank you for getting me all the stuff I asked for and giving me things.Haha!Kidding,Thank you for being a caring person.Thank you for all the love you’ve given me.Thank you for sharing your laughs with me.Thank you for being an awesome sister to all 5 of us.Never think just because...
Mondays
So today’s Monday.The most hated day of most students.To me,I think this day is one of my favorite days.Well apart from the waking up too freaking early to go to school,this is the day where I get to see my friends and wake up knowing I’ll do something good today and achieve something I didn’t yesterday or the day before.Although I wish my daily routine would change once in a...
Basically my song to him <3
Today Nad&Aina came over after school to do homework.Um,yeaaaah,if you can even call it that.Well yada yada yada then we were done then hung out for a while,camwhored,played guitar and talk/gossip.Then after that,we went to the park to ‘meet’ the guys but Nad&Aina chickened out.I don’t know why they didn’t want to go,I mean,their boyfriends are there.If I were...
Why does he have to ruin my day?Why did I have to see him so many times today?Out of all the other days?Why today?Why?Why?Why?I was such in a good mood today at school,then he walks over and looks at me with that stupid cute face of his that just makes me go into this “daze” that I hate.This “daze”,it makes me go to this other world where he’s with me.That he’s...
A Good Day
Okay,I think I jinx everything I said yesterday but for the better.A miracle maybe?Today was actually a good day-good,not great.I think y’all probably know why.I saw him today like a bajillion times.He didn’t acknowledge me though but I expected that.When we were coming out of school,I saw him again,he was next to me?I don’t know,didn’t really notice where he was,I just...
That Guy
I’m begininng to think that my life has changed for the better.I pray to god I didn’t jinx that.I think it’s because of the new year.I know it isn’t even a month after the new year but whatever.Well everything except for my “love-life” if you can call it that.I feel there’s no more need to even hope for him now.I always knew that this would happen.I saw...
